see you next week

hari ini gue dapet tugas ke surabaya sampe hari jumat,
pulangnya mampir dulu ke jakarta, (lewat buahbatu ga yah? plis deh...)

jig!baru 3 hari bro, keur haneut-haneut na

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ditinggal dulu yah na, cuma seminggu kok
ntar gue nelpon deh.

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minggu 25 juni 2006 pukul 00:lewat dikit,
speechless gue..

oleh2 buad beben

ga usah foto yg asli lah, nu ieu ge geus cukup
*ketawa sambil koprol*

*Blue moon*

Blue moon,You saw me standing alone Without a dream in my heart Without a love of my own
Blue moon, You know just what I was there for You heard me saying a prayer for Someone I really could care for And then there suddenly appeared before me The only one my arms will hold I heard somebody whisper please adore me And when I looked to the moon it turned to gold
Blue moon, Now I'm no longer alone Without a dream in my heart Without a love of my own And then there suddenly appeared before me The only one my arms will ever hold I heard somebody whisper please adore me And when I looked the moon had turned to gold Blue moon Now I'm no longer alone Without a dream in my heart Without a love of my own Blue moon Now I'm no longer alone Without a dream in my heart Without a love of my own

my trivia

*... And I listen, oh, for the voice inside my head
Nothin, Ill do this one myself
Oh, ah, and the barrel waits, trigger shakes
Aimed right at my head, wont you help me
Help me from myself ...*

buat sawungkampred kalo ada MP3 nya urang menta euy

*aing bigug*

little cut from story of my life written by beben
(edited by myself)

hermandjuanda : "lun, eh may, eh na..whatever, kamu tau kan kalo saya bogoh ma kamu?"

luna maya* : "tau a."
(bukan nama samaran)

hermandjuanda : "saya tau kamu ga bogoh ma saya."

luna maya : "a herman jgn ngomong gitu."

*beben seuseurian*

hermandjuanda : "tolong ya na, jangan mempersulit posisi saya, saya pengen lupa, kamu udah lewat buad saya, ...saya mau jadi temen kamu, tapi TIDAK sekarang."

luna maya : "a herman jahat."

hermandjuanda : "kamu yg jahat." "secara ga sadar kamu nikmatin hal begini."

luna maya : "ngga, SUMPAH!"

hermandjuanda : *aing bigug*

13 tahun yg lalu...?

pret! inget jaman perpisahan di gambung yeuh, kalo ga salah mah parasmanan heula nya di banjaran..? best moment bwt gw mah pas bonel serah-terima stik drum ma muir trus pegang mik nyanyiin "boys don't cry", beben duet ama boyke nyanyi iwan fals... (eh naon judulna, pokokna nu mimitina "kupetik gitar..."), gw ama si emoh duet nyanyi ber"sex pistols"..I'M LONELY BOY! huahahaha,
semuanya terekam di kaset butut, kaset rekaman na aya keneh mu? tong leungit euy...

ini sedikit tampang-tampang dari belasan tahun lalu waktu perpisahan kelas SOS di gambung, ciwidey

asa ngora!

needles and pins

saw her today, I saw her face
It was the face of love, and I knew
I had to run away
And get down on my knees and pray, that they go away
And still it begins, needles and pins
Because of all my pride, the tears I gotta hide
Oh I thought I was smart, I stole her heart
I didn't think I'd do, but now I see
She's worth to him than me, let her go ahead
Take his love instead, and one day she will see
Just how to say please, and get down on her knees
Oh that's how it begins, she'll feel those needle and pins
Hurtin' her, hurtin' her
Why can't stop, and tell myself I'm wrong, I'm wrong, so wrong
Why can't I stand up, and tell myself I'm strong
Because, saw her today, I saw her face
It was the face of love, and I knew
I had to run away
And get down on my knees and pray, that they go away
And still it begins, needles and pins
Because of all my pride, the tears I gotta hide
Needle and pins, needle and pins, needle and pins

(trivia's answer for sawungkampred)

naluri

masih ada peluang untuk mencetak gol? perasaan itu ga pernah mau pergi..
kadang kepikiran kadang males mikiran, masih banyak jalan menuju menuju roma mah..

har itu geura...? mikiran keneh???
lain mikiran keneh.. something different lately..
gw merasa kalo gw seorang center back, tapi entah kenapa sekarang jadi haus mencetak gol...

gol!gol!gol!
cuihhh melewati mistar gawang!(lagi)
emang ga bakat jadi striker! ..tunggu bola aja lah

"ehm.."

kupacu motorku perlahan susuri jalanan yang mulai sepi di telan malam, Udara kota bandung malam itu terasa lebih dingin dari hari-hari biasanya. Tangannya terasa erat melingkar dipinggangku, kepalanya yang sudah mulai terasa berat bersandar dipundakku, sesekali tarikan napasnya yang menghembus halus dibelakang telingaku terasa hangat disela desiran angin malam.

"ngantuk a..." ucapnya terdengar letih
"Sabar yah, sebentar lagi kita sampai."
"Kamu kedinginan?" kataku sambil kuusap wajahnya yang tersandar dibelakangku. "ehm.." jawabmu menggeliat malas dan semakin erat tangannya memeluk tubuhku.

hari memang sudah hampir tengah malam... kuharap waktu berjalan mundur

uena'e

sudah cukup sakit yang ku terima..
pijet bagian yang laen duonk..huahahaha

lelah

hari itu tiada senyum yang tampak diwajah mereka, hanya cemas
dan gelisah yang tergurat menanti apa yang akan terjadi
selanjutnya... samar terdengar seperti berbisik lafadz-lafadz
al-Qur'an dari seorang ibu yang mencintai, tatapan mata yang
kosong dari seorang bapak menerawang jauh ke depan menatap
sebuah perubahan yang akan terjadi dalam kehidupan keluarganya,

dan aku..
hanya bisa terduduk diam di lobby rumahsakit, berusaha tenang dalam kelelahan hati.. luka ini belum sembuh, tapi sang duka sudah telanjur datang